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ok so
fuck. wait.

[the text function switches over to video, which takes a bit longer than expected, because effy has never touched something so high-tech. she learns quickly, though, and doesn't have any trouble fixing up the feed so it shows her face. her face, thin and dusted with freckles and a button of a nose, is unimpressed. in fact, there's hardly much emotion showing besides a small twitch of her brow when she speaks up. around her, it is quiet. her voice is soft with a hint of a rasp. she is smoking.]

Right then. Don't really know where I am, but I don't think I'm awake. You know, how in dreams, it feels like you've been doing something for hours and hours, but when you wake up, it's just been fifteen minutes?

[she glances down, straight hair sweeping in front of her face as she takes a drag from her cigarette. when she looks up, she exhales, smoke dissipating into the air around her.]

Feels like that.

[she gives a sly smile,]

But it isn't a dream, is it?

[with one last flicker of mischievousness in her eyes, she shuts the locket.]

(ooc: effy is also wandering around the castle of caer scima, so if you want to do an action thread and have your character stumble upon her, feel free! i'm up for anything c:)

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[makes her smile, somehow.]

Me neither. The whole thing's mad.

Fucked, really.

Maybe we'll get out soon.

Absolutely fucked.

Hope so. [she doesn't know how likely it is if there really is a war on.] Seems like they've got plenty of people here already.

Never too many for a war.

[she pauses, brows furrowing for nearly a second.]

That's how they think.

[jem pauses, herself. remembers when those people had come from the city to support the pds domiciled care initiative — fucking stupid name, even now that she supports it. more than a hundred thousand risen, they'd said, had their hands so full in the cities that they left everyone else to fend for themselves. that's how the human volunteer force had been born, had got so desperate as to take on fourteen year olds.]

Never enough for a war. But that doesn't make it right to force people into it, neither. Jesus.

[at least the hvf was always a volunteer force.]

Never said that. None of this is right.

[she wants to go home, hopes that when and if she does, she'll forget this place. there's too much here that she doesn't need to pile on to her shoulders. she's got enough to deal with as it is.]

Sorry, didn't mean to say you had.

[she breathes out, makes it sound wry.]

Not like anyone would ask for something like this to happen.

No. It's just one big mess that we've got to clean up for these people.

[or, fairies and imps or whatever it is the royalty actually is. they're not human, that's for sure.]

We haven't got to. They can't force us.

[she hopes]

Oh? They forced us here, though. Even if we didn't realize it.

[her eyes narrow,]

Whatever's here-- you know, those fairies and imps, they follow the queen blindly. Bet if that royalty told them to force us to do something, they'd do it.

I know.

[she was saying that herself, early as her first day. doesn't mean she wants to believe it, though.]

It's bullshit, is what it is.

Yeah. Unbelievable, honestly.

[she plans on getting out as soon as possible.]

Be nice if it were, wouldn't it?

[unbelievable. clearly a lie.]

[she wishes. she lets out a sigh, dipping her head to look at the floor a moment before her eyes meet jem's again.]

It's not. I don't think it ever will be.

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