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[huntedby]

[It's voice for obvious reasons. Vanessa is still recovering, and she is...ashamed. A rare feeling for her. But knowing that everyone knows her secret now...it is a terrible, horrible thing.

But she is who she is. And she must be strong, and stand up, and face things as best she can.]

As many of you are aware, I was not myself the past week.

I can offer no apology that would be enough to make up for the damage I have done. I did my--[She takes a breath, forcing herself to continue.] --I did my best to try and keep the darkness within me from affecting those I hold dear, and have tried to protect.

I failed, last week.

I assure you, though, I have control of myself, now. Wholly and fully.

For all those who tried to help me...thank you. I cannot ever repay you for such kindness. It may be more than I deserved, but I am grateful for it.

It is because of you, that I remain alive, to continue the fight against the Void. Against the Seelie.

My soul is my own, and will remain so.

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[wwjd]

[Kirei's message is similarly only voice, and he doesn't bother declaring his name or his affiliation. She is Unseelie. She speaks of fighting the Void and the Seelie. But more than that, watching this struggle is familiar. He saw her previous broadcast.

He wants to ask.

He does, in a deep and somewhat resounding voice.]

Is it so necessary to keep your darkness back...?

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[huntedby]

My soul is my own. And that part of me--wishes for me to give my soul up entirely, and help usher in a world of darkness. A Hell on earth.

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[wwjd]

If it's part of you, how can it not also be part of your soul?

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[huntedby]

It is complicated. I...from what I believe, she was reincarnated in me.

But as a demon, as the bride of the devil...she is not human. She cannot be me.

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[wwjd]

[She shares a bond of reincarnation with the bride of the devil. So that was it.]

She simply borrows you whenever she decides to come out. Is that right?

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[huntedby]

When my weakness allows her out.

voice; private; hermione-net (really sorry for how late this is! august was a Month)

[wwjd]

Well, it seems an easy solution exists for you, then. Stay strong, and you will never suffer her again.

[If he sounded amused by it, she could think he was mocking her—but he doesn't.]

One wonders if trust can be placed in your ability to stay strong, however, if something so damaging occurred against your loved ones.