Vanessa Ives (
huntedby) wrote in
eachdraidh2015-08-08 02:00 pm
Voice ; Unseelie Locked & Hermonie Locket-network
[It's voice for obvious reasons. Vanessa is still recovering, and she is...ashamed. A rare feeling for her. But knowing that everyone knows her secret now...it is a terrible, horrible thing.
But she is who she is. And she must be strong, and stand up, and face things as best she can.]
As many of you are aware, I was not myself the past week.
I can offer no apology that would be enough to make up for the damage I have done. I did my--[She takes a breath, forcing herself to continue.] --I did my best to try and keep the darkness within me from affecting those I hold dear, and have tried to protect.
I failed, last week.
I assure you, though, I have control of myself, now. Wholly and fully.
For all those who tried to help me...thank you. I cannot ever repay you for such kindness. It may be more than I deserved, but I am grateful for it.
It is because of you, that I remain alive, to continue the fight against the Void. Against the Seelie.
My soul is my own, and will remain so.
But she is who she is. And she must be strong, and stand up, and face things as best she can.]
As many of you are aware, I was not myself the past week.
I can offer no apology that would be enough to make up for the damage I have done. I did my--[She takes a breath, forcing herself to continue.] --I did my best to try and keep the darkness within me from affecting those I hold dear, and have tried to protect.
I failed, last week.
I assure you, though, I have control of myself, now. Wholly and fully.
For all those who tried to help me...thank you. I cannot ever repay you for such kindness. It may be more than I deserved, but I am grateful for it.
It is because of you, that I remain alive, to continue the fight against the Void. Against the Seelie.
My soul is my own, and will remain so.

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After all: you know that isn't true.
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[She may not remember everything, but she remembers him.]
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But I am not the subject at hand. Tell me truthfully, was it not wonderful to give in? Can you deny feeling more alive, perhaps even a truer version of yourself? If nothing else, it's only human nature to love that sort of power. You should really just let her stick around.
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Hermoine-net, Voice
Welcome back.
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Can you come over, please? When you get a chance. I know it may be too much to ask but...
[She needs him.]
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[Having near starved.]
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I'm really glad you're okay.
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When you get a moment, I would appreciate if you come by. I have some injuries that could benefit from your kind hands.
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( Clarke's confident enough in her skills now to know that it won't take her long; she'd rather go help now instead of forcing Vanessa to wait until her and Jason manage to make their rounds back to the first spire. )
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[She is lucky that she has so many people who are willing to help her, truly.]
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video;
[ he's frowning, worried. expect to receive a large basket of assorted fruit and about five roast chickens with similarly roasted potatoes in a few hours' time. ]
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[The gift will be greatly appreciated.]
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He wants to ask.
He does, in a deep and somewhat resounding voice.]
Is it so necessary to keep your darkness back...?
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But as a demon, as the bride of the devil...she is not human. She cannot be me.
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voice; private; hermione-net (really sorry for how late this is! august was a Month)
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I would speak to you in private, Miss Ives.
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[ a tight, humorless smile. ]
I do not think very fondly of our last conversation. If you see what I mean.
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