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[A few days could be excused. There was a lot happening, people were frantic, fires were burning and people had been hurt. So she hadn't worried for a few days. But a few days had passed and she hadn't seen or even heard from him.
Celebrían was understandably concerned. And maybe someone will have heard something that she hasn't.]
Elrond is missing. I have not heard of him since the attack and I worry for him.
[She's trying to keep herself composed but after everything that happened, a part of her is afraid and trying not assume the worst.]
Please. If anyone might know anything, tell me.
Celebrían was understandably concerned. And maybe someone will have heard something that she hasn't.]
Elrond is missing. I have not heard of him since the attack and I worry for him.
[She's trying to keep herself composed but after everything that happened, a part of her is afraid and trying not assume the worst.]
Please. If anyone might know anything, tell me.
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[Really, what sort of world did these elves live in?]
I'm just being realistic here; it's not like we were brought here for parties and beer, and not everyone is as charming as me.
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My daughter is well aware of the possibilities, I assure you. What she seeks now is certainties- knowledge of what became of Lord Elrond. If you have none, then I suggest that you cease to torment her with what may or may not be.
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Right, right, no upsetting the lady.
[And he's just not ready to leave well enough alone. This is what happens when he's bored]
Maybe she can ask our dear Royals who would never keep secrets from their loyal guests. One of those favors everyone was quick to line up for.
[He laughs a bit before continuing]
Or wish real hard.
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If you cannot behave yourself in some semblance of a civil and decent manner, then you had best confine yourself to company which will tolerate your brutish behavior.
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Sorry, compassion isn't for the heartless.
[He's not really sorry, just slightly bitter. Well, as bitter as he can be]
Don't worry about me, got a fine group here. One of your sort even, but with less drama.
[Will glances at Maglor like he isn't talking about the elf]
Mean no offence, Mags.
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[ Maglor looks up from his own locket, his face gone drawn and pale, eyes tired and their light all but vanished. ]
Who are you speaking to Will?
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[See how reasonable and nice he's being?]
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Will, that is my cousin and my niece, and the one they speak of is
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[He at least has the courtesy to put his hand over the locket to the women can't see their conversation]
This ain't a nice place no matter how shiny they make it look with fairies and magic.
Magic always has a price and this place is full of magic. Whose to say we're not here to pay that price?
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But who then? a soft voice asks him Yourself? ]
No it is not. But you did not need to speak so to one already worried. [ He looks away and the answer is quiet and despairing ] Why must my kin suffer for our... my mistakes? Can I never escape, even here? They should never have to pay my price...
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Look, I didn't, see, sometimes I just run my mouth and don't know when to stop. Queen of Hearts hated when I did that...come to think of it, it's probably why she made me go after Alice in the first place; probably hoped Alice would off me.
[His hands move to his pack where his own burden lies]
Whatever happened here isn't your fault none. This place is wrong all over and no matter what side you're on, you're going to get hurt. Those two, being here together isn't a kindness. Love makes you weak and right there those two are each others weakness. That's the only price they're paying.
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I knew Celegorm was called to war, and I knew he went eagerly. I should have known it would come to this. [ It always has before
Perhaps a small dark voice whispers I should have ended it before it began ]
What sort of brother am I? What sort of cousin, to allow this?
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[He waits for the other three to move ahead before pulling his horse in front of Maglor to force the elf to stop]
The only destiny you have control of is your own. Not your brother's or your cousin or anyone else. Just you. A very bad lady once gave me some very good advice: unless you move on that pain you feel will never ever go away. No more thinking that everything was your fault.
daww Will that's like. the nicest thing anyone's said to him here
I have seen how Celegorm reacts under pressure before. This is... exactly the same. I should have forseen his actions at least.
[ He looks at Will with empty eyes and his voice is dull. ] There will be no end to my pain - so it was foretold. I had thought to escape that doom here, but it seems that I cannot. But... I thank you for saying so, Will Scarlett. You are kinder than you deem yourself.
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[He was a bad person who did selfish things.
Will watched Maglor for a long moment before rolling his eyes and mentally telling himself that he was an idiot]
What if...what if there was a way to end your pain no matter what you've been told? A way for you not to feel all this guilt?
I am sorry to everyone
If there was... [ soft and soft ] I would seek it. But I cannot change my past, nor my fate.
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He held the bottle out to Maglor, making sure that the other three were well out of sight]
Then wish it away. Three wishes, that's it. No killing people, or bringing someone back from the dead. Can't make anyone fall in love and I can't change the past.
But you can wish the pain your feeling away.
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Like the boons the rulers grant. Will... you had such power? Yet if the past cannot change, how will my pain go? For they are tied together, inextricably.
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[He was almost ashamed to admit such a thing to Maglor. They weren't friends, no, but Will didn't want the elf to think him less of a man because he was a prisoner to the bottle]
It's just the guilt and pain you feel that would be gone. Everything is clearer with that sorted, believe me. I'm not tricking you, in fact I'm kicking myself for even telling you, but I've felt your sort of pain before and it doesn't get better. Everyday you'll wake up hoping, believing that today will be better than the one before it, and it's not. Feelings leave you vulnerable and you make stupid mistakes because of them.
You want to help your family? Stop letting your thoughts be clouded by the past. It's no help to dwell on what you can't change.
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I... [ For once the ghosts in his head are silent, but he can feel the weight of their gazes. ]
There are many who would say my pain is well-deserved. [ Himself included - but... he is so tired of all of this. ]
It would do you no harm?
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A bottle must always have a genie. I was cursed because I wanted to keep a friend from her pain.
[He grin he gives to Maglor as he turns back doesn't quite reach his eyes]
It's sort of my job now.
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[ He cannot hide the longing in his eyes as he looks at the bottle ]
...It is tempting [ so soft he whispers ] To not feel this pain any longer...
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Yeah, and then you'd end up here or your brother. Plus I'm not sure that sort of wish would work in this place.
Look, you don't have to wish for nothing dramatic. Oh, and you gotta be specific because magic has a price.
[Which is probably something he should have mentioned when he started this conversation]
Something like 'I wish I wouldn't feel this grief'. Specific.
[He sighed and practically shoved the bottle at Maglor]
Might not even work in this world, but it's worth a try. For yourself and your friends.
*does the thing*
I deserve this pain but... Just for a little while. I am so tired.
I wish... for a reprieve from my pain and grief, just for a little while. A week and a day.
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