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audio; forward-dated to post-feast
[ his arrival hadn't been graceful by any stretch of the imagination. in fact, mostly it had been a blur. his first conscious memories are of fire, burning alive as the silmaril sears through his hand and the flames take him. smoke lingers in the air around him, and there are voices, and the flames are gone and he is still here--
he doesn't remember, exactly, what had happened after that, but the beautiful rooms he's been given are destroyed, and his throat is raw, the echo of a shriek still caught there, and his only good hand burns and burns. he can't do this, can't do this, can't do this can't do this can't can't can't can'tcan'tcan't--
time. moments or hours or years, who is he to tell? these are not the halls, he knows, he's been denied even death. and there is laughter, soft, sly, purring at his ear. that voice will ever be with him, spreading its rot through his veins, flexing its claws against his heart-- until poison pumps through it, until it's darkness alone sustaining him. that voice, which had spoken to him when he'd lain shattered and barely comprehending.
kinslayer, it murmurs, and a void opens beneath maedhros, and he cannot remember-- kinslayer, what hast thou wrought for thyself? these are the fruits of thy labour. a deathless existence, an oath forever unfulfilled. family slain, people scattered, a legacy of destruction.
he grasps for something, anything, struggling through the mire of his mind: his hand clenches, fresh pain drowning out the whisper. he is in unfamiliar rooms, an unfamiliar place, and there had been creatures, strange creatures, and--
--and?
feverish eyes land on the locket, discarded and opened at his feet. speak, he remembers. speak, and he might be heard. but is there anyone, anyone at all, that he would wish to speak to?
if this is where the cursed sons of feanor are taken when denied death, then-- ]
I-- [ the voice is a harsh croak, as if its owner's throat has been stripped raw by screaming. even so.. even so, there may be something familiar in it. maedhros takes a trembling breath through his nose, curled and shaking, scorched and bleeding hand curled almost white-knuckled around the locket. but even so, there's only his voice to judge. ] --I seek the sons of Feanor, should they be here.
[ with a quiet snap, he shuts the locket and ends the message. ]
he doesn't remember, exactly, what had happened after that, but the beautiful rooms he's been given are destroyed, and his throat is raw, the echo of a shriek still caught there, and his only good hand burns and burns. he can't do this, can't do this, can't do this can't do this can't can't can't can'tcan'tcan't--
time. moments or hours or years, who is he to tell? these are not the halls, he knows, he's been denied even death. and there is laughter, soft, sly, purring at his ear. that voice will ever be with him, spreading its rot through his veins, flexing its claws against his heart-- until poison pumps through it, until it's darkness alone sustaining him. that voice, which had spoken to him when he'd lain shattered and barely comprehending.
kinslayer, it murmurs, and a void opens beneath maedhros, and he cannot remember-- kinslayer, what hast thou wrought for thyself? these are the fruits of thy labour. a deathless existence, an oath forever unfulfilled. family slain, people scattered, a legacy of destruction.
he grasps for something, anything, struggling through the mire of his mind: his hand clenches, fresh pain drowning out the whisper. he is in unfamiliar rooms, an unfamiliar place, and there had been creatures, strange creatures, and--
--and?
feverish eyes land on the locket, discarded and opened at his feet. speak, he remembers. speak, and he might be heard. but is there anyone, anyone at all, that he would wish to speak to?
if this is where the cursed sons of feanor are taken when denied death, then-- ]
I-- [ the voice is a harsh croak, as if its owner's throat has been stripped raw by screaming. even so.. even so, there may be something familiar in it. maedhros takes a trembling breath through his nose, curled and shaking, scorched and bleeding hand curled almost white-knuckled around the locket. but even so, there's only his voice to judge. ] --I seek the sons of Feanor, should they be here.
[ with a quiet snap, he shuts the locket and ends the message. ]
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[ he's quiet as bilbo talks about his home, eyes closed, letting the words paint a picture for him. it sounds-- beautiful, and yes, peaceful. these hobbits seem like simple, decent folk.
the silence stretches out as bilbo's voice fades, and at last, maedhros sighs softly. ]
.. And yet, here you are. As sensible as hobbits must be, I feel as if you are an adaptable folk, as well. [ and then, gently: ] Truly, your Shire sounds lovely. I would have liked to see it. I will hope that you make it back there safely, once you are done with adventures.
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As foreign as this world may be there are some areas that are quite nice. Not as nice as my home, in my opinion, but nice enough! The Station is quite interesting too...
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I will take your word for it, then, Master Baggins-- as one with an eye for beauty. .. Though, what is this 'Station', then?
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[He starts to contest an eye for beauty, but stops himself with a quiet 'ah'.] It is a very large building that a few have chosen to reside in since it is neither of the two castles. All sort of magical and stranger items are there, like boxes with moving pictures and sounds or lamps that light without fire or oil. Even the kitchens are amazing- there's an oven that has no need for wood or fire and makes baking much less of a hassle sometimes.