He abandoned me. [ if he wishes to know so badly she shall tell him, she has nothing else left to lose. ] He took everything I loved and left me alone in the dark, he left me to be consumed by fear─ the fear that one day Uther would have discovered what I truly was and kill me. Arthur chased after Gwen and forgot about me. [ it is easier to blame arthur for her hurts, easier than to admit that she was at fault also. that she pulled away from arthur, from everyone, because she was so scared. ]

I was chained up in a pit for two whole years, [ as to prove her point she exposes her wrists, heavily scared the red flesh still fading. ] and did he ever come to save his own flesh and blood from the hands of cruel brutes? No, he left me to suffer at those hands.