It's what I try to do. Not like I don't have funks of remembering all the bad stuff, but sometimes I just sit there and try to think of all the good. Like Christmases or birthdays or just quiet family moments that you don't realize are amazing until you can't have them anymore. Those times you take it for granted, you know? You just think about all those and it... it dulls it a bit. I mean, it never goes away, but... you can dull it.