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(sixth lemon cake) video ✧ open to both courts

[ before the lockets sits a well-composed and well-turned-out lady: her face is set with discipline -- though below it she wants to crack and cry. but sansa stark has a duty -- some imperative -- to speak calmly of grave matters. nothing about this is comfortable; nothing about this is within her conventional grasp. she could compare it to her makeshift trials before the lords declarant or her audiences with the king, but this stage is far wider. out of frame, her fingers tremble. ]

Dear Shardbearers of either court --

[ if her voice shakes then it is by design. some honest fear is permitted into her tone, for what better to move the hearts of strangers than to express genuine dismay at this great knotted problem? she would not have thought to even sell it as injustice until living here and meeting many a person who appeared outraged over these alliances. these marriages. these common cages. ] One turn of the moon ago, High Queen Morla delivered onto me an ultimatum: to marry some Unseelie lord of her choosing, or else invite war upon the Cothromach. Whatever your loyalties, I beg you all to recognize the attempt for what it was --[ and do please fill that blank with your own outraged conclusions. ] I call for aid and support.

[ some words are permitted more of a quiver than others: morla; marry; aid; war. ] But I fear war has come already -- has long already been present -- and today I will refuse the proposal offered, because I fear it was only ever a blade's poisoned edge. I would prevail upon some soul from that queen's court to speak my refusal to her. [ powerful men have met her vulnerabilities with laughter, only to turn and shake their heads when she took small careful steps towards decision. what else is she to do? if she will not play the game by their rules, she must try to write her own. but even now, she hinges her action upon the passion of someone else's protest. someone else's judgement -- for better or worse. ]

The Lady Keeper of the Cothromach will not swear away her city to another court by marriage vows or by vows of any kind. [ except for other partial vows made in quiet rooms with would-be neutral parties. but those meetings are a secret and her announcement today comes instead to engage the hearts and sympathies of prospective champions who might grow incensed over a bully's tactics. lady sansa is not above playing upon their pity if said pity will protect her, her family, and her new city. anyone's pity will do: seelie or unseelie alike. ]

High Queen Morla's dogs are at the gate; let us be wolves when we meet them.

( ooc; i know some efforts have already been made re: the unseelie camps by lancer and others -- there's also a fresh log for the battle itself. )

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[ his argument is valiant. indeed, it had been the one she had tried to make to saralegui -- tried and failed because (unlike stiles) she could not conjure so much spine all at once. a muscle contracts in her jaw. he wants me to talk.

talk. her mouth opens. words don't come -- not immediately. they take a moment...stilted and unhappy and: ] The cage would have been familiar, at least. [ miserable. self-defeating. self-effacing.

she explains: ] I confess, Stiles, I am no stranger to unwanted husbands. I am married.

[ no. that's not right. sigrid had interceded; solais has torn that union apart. ] Was. Was married.

[ and with her freedom newly found, how could she ever go back to those chains? even as an agreed-upon lie with saralegui? ]

[That had him stilling, one of those weird all-over stillnesses as he tried to process what that meant. Married? Already? But she wasn't even his age... Jesus.]

Are you okay?

[Great. The first words out of his mouth are ridiculous. Of course she wasn't. He could only imagine what she'd been through. He'd read about his own world's past and it made him feel sick to think about that happening to her.

And anger crossed his face. A quick, bright fury at Morla, her attempted husband, and the whole damn Unseelie mess for putting this on her again.]

Was. And we're going to keep it that way.

[ she finds it a challenge to process his anger -- those flickering maddened expressions. too often rage like that had found its way pointed in her direction. but today...anger is a thing of beauty when it is expressed against her enemies. perhaps the thought is cold and mercenary, but she cannot help how it crosses her mind. ]

Was. Solais claims an unwanted union breaks upon the threshold of this world. Hardly a Septon's word, but -- [ she is desperate; she will take what she can get. besides, she can hardly begin to explain that the marriage has not been consummated. ]

Well, if this husband of yours shows up here, you just let me know. Or Jon. Yeah, let both of us know. We'll handle it.

[And by 'handle', he meant find a deep dark hole to throw him in. And bury him alive. That was handling, right?

His eyes still showed his anger when he looked back up at her, but there was sympathy there as well.]

I wish...

I wish I could do more for you, Sansa.

[And there was a little guilt as well. Before Malia had shown up and he'd taken his little nap, there may have been a seedling of affection for her starting to grow. There were certainly protective urges and those flared up where he stood, but there'd been occasional thoughts of other things. Maybe.

He was clearly an asshole.]

There are monsters well worse than my Lord Husband. But -- I'll do it. I'll tell you. Jon knows already...he knew upon arrival. The union was not a secret one in Westeros. Word reached him even at the wall.

[ even ser gendry knew. margaery. loras, while he'd been here. renly had been told. and they had all kept careful confidence for her. these are conspiracies and webs and slews of lies. ]

Some days I fear I am beyond help. And others, I feel born fresh. Full of possibility. It's the middle ground that's absent.

That's why we're here. Well, that's why I'm here. I don't know how much you feel like opening up to Jon about wedding woes or... I don't know. Hash things out with me. Vent a bit. There's nothing wrong with getting it out there, getting it out of your head.

[Stiles knew all about things eating you alive when you kept them inside. Guilt and shame and fear and lothing, it all could become a disabling miasma if you didn't have people there to look out for you. He had his dad, and Scott. Back home, anyway. Here, he had his dad again, and now, maybe, some others.]

You're never beyond help, Sansa. You just need to be able to ask for it.

[ once! once she'd asked a beautiful queen for help -- and her father had lost his head. help is a tricky manoeuvre. she believes it always comes with a price. but she hasn't yet figured out what stiles's price will be.

perhaps she can afford it; perhaps she can't. ]

Hash. Vent. [ odd words. then, softly: ] You could not possible want to hear it--

[ and she could not possibly tell it all. but pieces, perhaps. ]

Of course I do. When is it going to get through all that stubborn red hair of yours? I'm your friend. I care, okay? If you need to talk, I'm okay with listening. If you want to go get a baseball bat and beat the crap out of something, I'll bring along the safety gear and cheer you on. If you want to just sit and have tea, I'll... pretend to drink it. Because really, tea is gross.

[Yep, gross comes with a wrinkled nose, too.]

I do want to hear it. I just want you to be-- hell, I don't know. I want you to be safe and happy. And if you can't be that, I want you sane. Keeping it all bottled up isn't good.

Tea isn't -- [ her voice dies away. because stiles is not done -- he professes many and more sweet thoughts. friendly thoughts. and had she not already turned herself to stone, she might have sniffled. she might have cried.

instead she bites down on her bottom lip and sinks into a chair. her shoulders fall. ] They did not tell me I was getting married until the very morning.

[His eyes close for a moment, trying to put himself in her shoes. Not that he could. First, he wasn't a girl, and second, he'd never been force-married.

He crouched down in front of her, still careful not to touch her, especially now, but not wanting to loom over her. He had a feeling she'd had enough of that.]

I'm sorry, Sansa. I wish... I wish I could do something to fix it. Or erase it. I wish I could make it better.

[And it was said honestly. The idea of what she went through made him feel sick, his stomach twisting at the thought. She was just a kid, same as him. And she shouldn't have to be pushed into everything she had been, both here and apparently back home.]

I'm...

[ his pity is a balm. but it burns too, and she feels she needs to stress that things could have been worse. as though she is incapable of reciting only a litany of terrors to him: ] It can't be as bad as you imagine it is. He and I -- Lord Tyrion has been a stranger to be for moons and moons before I came here. Alayne Stone was not married.

[ not yet. ]

That doesn't really make it better. And, ah, for the record? It's not like Sansa and Alayne are really two separate people. You... you were just living enough crap for two people instead of one.

[And that kind of made it worse, to him.]

But, you know, I think that proves a point. You're strong, Sansa. Stronger than I think you give yourself credit for. You survived that and I don't know what else you haven't told me -- and I'm not pushing for you to spill the beans now. Just... have a little faith in yourself.

[ is it more or less dreadful, she wonders, if she explains that lord tyrion was not an awful man? or half-a-man, as the case may be. ]

Faith. [ a breath. faith in herself? how can she when... ] I never told my Lord Father. Before he left. I saw how dismayed he was to hear me called Alayne Stone. I could not hurt him further by being called Sansa Lannister.

And that's a bad thing?

[He grinned then, moving to place a hand on the arm of the chair; not touching her, but close.]

Remember how I told you not to tell my dad certain things? For his own good? This sort of falls into that category. Sometimes, we... hold things back. To protect the people we care about. That doesn't make us bad people, Sansa. Just, ah, cautious. Would it have made him feel better to find out something he couldn't have changed?

[ she does not shrink from him. they are alone -- in her rooms -- and he is near enough that were he someone unattached to her immediate house, she would be frightened by the proximity. but it is endured. almost welcomed.

but she sits still as a statue. ] You tell me I ought to tell him as little as I want and tell you as much as I dare. This spilling of the beans is a strange ritual.

Yeah, it kind of is. Parents and kids... well, sometimes there's stuff that parents just shouldn't know. Or don't want to. Sometimes it's to save our own ass and sometimes it's to save theirs. It's done mostly out of love. And fear. Fear of grounding. But the spilling of beans to your friends? That's... always going to be up to you, Sansa. Doesn't have to be me, but I'm offering. It could be someone else, but it should be someone. Everyone needs someone.

I sort of stole your brother, but I suppose we can timeshare him if you need.

[He was teasing, and it showed in the small smile he gave her.]

Stole him!

[ the claim almost brings forth a muted coy playfulness. but it is smothered before it can begin. ] He must be shared. He is to be my sword. And -- and though I've told him very little about what's happened since we last spoke in Winterfell? I fear he knows it all when he looks at me.

Maybe you and Jon need to have a sibling's night. After this is over, you two should talk. Hang out. Get to know each other again. I think there's a lot you guys have missed out on.

But I'll have to see if I can spare him. I mean, I'm completely lost without him. Ask him and he'll say I can't wipe my own... ah, yeah.

[He was grinning definitely now, always preferring to lighten the mood with humor when he could.]

[ work on your humour, stiles. that joke makes no sense to poor delicate virgin ears. ]

It sounds torturous. Keep him -- it will spare you the separation and me the tears.

I'll just write my name on him so you know who to return him to when you're done with him. Can't have him just wandering the streets giving puppy eyes to everyone.

Jon is fierce and battle-hardened. [ oh she will break her pity party long enough to defend her blood damn straight she will. ] His eyes are nothing like a puppy's eyes.

[Yep, Stiles pretty much lost it then. He laughed, tipping back to fall on his butt.]

I was kidding. Well, mostly. He's tough, I get it, and I'm not denying that. But his puppy eyes could give Scott's a run for their money. He just looks at you and you want to do everything. It's unfair.

I haven't the faintest idea what you're talking about, Stiles.

[ because when it comes to jon and sansa guess who totally has the puppy eyes advantage. this girl. ]

He just hasn't used them on you yet. You wait. I think it's a Stark thing. You all have the puppy eye ability. Kind of makes me want to run around blindfolded.

[ sansa shakes her head. ]

My eyes are my mother's eyes. Tully eyes. The rest have their wolf's eyes -- mine are the eyes of a trout.

[ that sounds a lot less silly if you're westerosi ok ]

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